KES Chapel Reflection, Week of 28 March
If I be lifted up
We return from the various ‘journeys’ of the March Break only to enter into one of the profoundest spiritual journeys of our humanity. Such is Holy Week. We immerse ourselves in the Passion of Christ in all of its fullness and intensity, in all of the ups and downs of the human condition. “And I, if I be lifted up,” Jesus says, “will draw all unto me” (Jn 12.32) All refers to all people or all things; the variants in the ancient Greek manuscripts allow for either meaning. There is something universal and cosmic in this text which complements an earlier text in which Jesus recalls one of the crucial events of the Exodus story of the ancient Hebrews. “As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life” (Jn. 3.14). It is impossible to think about Holy Week apart from the journey of the Exodus which in its universal aspects belongs to the idea of human redemption and divine revelation.
If that were not enough to consider, there is also the Islamic festival of Ramadan which overlaps with much of Lent, Holy Week and Easter this year. It celebrates the revelation of the Qur’an to Mohammed and ends around April 9th with the Feast of Eid al-fitr, the breaking of the fast. It, too, echoes the Exodus story in terms of the making known of God’s Word and Will in the Law.
Something is made known to us about ourselves and God in the pageant of the Passion. Passion here refers to what Christ wills to suffer for us in what belongs to the truth of our humanity. He wills to bear our sins and in so doing makes the nature of sin known to us. We go into the Passion to learn the great lessons of sin and love; those “two vast, spacious things” as the poet George Herbert says. There can be no lifting up without a going down but in both those movements what we contemplate is nothing less than God in us even in our twisted brokenness. In this sense we are redeemed from the obsessive passions that imprison us in our own emptiness. It is not simply about ourselves.
Sin and love are made known explicitly in the events of the Passion and in ways that convict and move our hearts. As such we are lifted up out of the twisted forms of our loves in disarray. Homo incurvatus in se, humanity curved in or turned in upon itself is a helpful definition of sin derived from Augustine. We are too much with ourselves in the wrong ways and/or for the wrong ends that lead to the forms of suffering. It is not that our human passions are wrong but disordered.