KES Chapel Reflection, Week of 19 October
What have you done?
It was the last question of God in the story of the Fall in Genesis 3, one of four questions that awaken us to self-consciousness and so too to our accountability as rational and spiritual creatures. The self-same question appears in Genesis 4 in the equally significant story of Cain and Abel. With this story we step into the violent and disturbing world of human sin and evil, a world of murder and destruction. We step into human history.
Genesis in one sense is the story of sibling rivalry, of brothers against brothers and, perhaps, of the possibilities of their reconciliation. Cain and Abel inaugurate the long tradition of fratricide and thus the sordid tale of humanity’s constant inhumanity towards one another. It won’t do to reduce this story to a conflict between shepherds and farmers, a kind of shallow sociologism. The story builds exactly upon the story of the Fall, even to the point of the repetition of questions. But it offers the beginnings of a philosophical and psychological account of human pride and envy that leads to murder and exile, and to the animosities and hatreds that are so much a part of our fallenness.
It begins with Cain being angry. At what? At Abel. Why? Because his gift was accepted rather than Cain’s. In other words, he is upset at the good fortune of another. This will later be named as envy: our inability to be happy at the good of another. There is nothing more destructive of human life in community than envy. We resent the good of another not just because we want that good for ourselves but also because we don’t want it for them. It is division and animosity over the good of another which we choose to see as an evil that harms us.
God’s first set of questions to Cain highlight the contradiction. “Why are you angry? Why has your countenance fallen?” We sometimes wear our hearts on our faces. “If you do well will you not be accepted?” This question is about our commitment to what is good and right and true. To reject it leaves us open to exactly what follows: the giving in to sin which seeks to master you rather than you being responsible to truth and honesty.