Day: April 27, 2014

“Mary stood without”

We are all like Mary Magdalene coming to the tomb of Jesus, I suppose. Whatever and whomever we love, we want to hold onto; in short, to possess. Too much of our love for one another is really only for ourselves. Our love is not really for them; it is for ourselves. It is always ourselves – our self-love – which gets in the way of the deeper lessons of love. We have, like the disciples a hard time letting go.

Love is not love when it is possession. Christ has not given himself for us so that we might possess him. If anything it is the other way around. We belong to him. He does not belong to us. And yet, our belonging to Christ is no possessive love, for the love by which we are his is self-less love. It sets us in motion. And it makes us more not less than ourselves. When individuals and churches become obsessed with questions about personal salvation, then they are in danger of wanting to possess Christ and to keep him to themselves, against all others.

But that is not what Christ wants for us. He does not want us to possess him but to enter into the freedom of his love for the Father in the bond of the Holy Spirit. He who cannot be contained by the grave of death can hardly be contained by us.

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“Jesus came and stood in the midst”

“The first day of the week cometh Mary Magdalene early,” we heard last Sunday. “The same day at evening, being the first day of the week,” we hear today. Time is magically stopped and we are mystically present at that day, the day that never, never ends. The Day of Resurrection is just like that. In the spirituality of the ancient Eucharistic lectionary, which is at the heart of the Common Prayer tradition, we see through the eyes of John and especially, the doctrine of the Resurrection.

The Resurrection is not something which we celebrate in a moment, even for a day or for a season. It runs through the whole of the year and indeed through the whole of our lives in Faith. The Octave Day places us in that endless day of Easter to show us the Resurrection in motion. It shows us something of the meaning of the Resurrection for us and in us. The symbolism of being “on the same day,” the day of Easter, becomes the meaning of our Sunday worship. It is always a celebration of the Resurrection. We are always in the presence of the Risen Christ and never more so than in the Easter Season when the Resurrection is our principal consideration. The only question is whether we are alive or dead to his presence?

“Jesus came and stood in the midst.” He was “in the midst” on Good Friday, too, crucified between two thieves! How different and yet how similar. Christ is in our midst if only we would have the eyes to see him in Word and Sacrament, in liturgy and song, and in lives of service and sacrifice, in lives of love lived for God and one another. For Christ is in our midst. It is the Church’s proclamation.

But on this day, the day of Resurrection extended for all eternity, as it were, Christ is in our midst behind closed doors. The disciples were behind closed doors in the Upper Room. They were there in fear and great anxiety. The world of their hopes and expectations had been shattered. Then “Jesus came and stood in the midst” of them and suddenly all that was shattered begins to come together again into something new. His presence changes everything. The nature of that change is the Resurrection in us.

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